Its what made me, me

I was bullied pretty bad back in the day, although I am not now , I still get that mental image. You would think bullying would make someone stronger or maybe want to fight back, yet it did not for me. It made me paranoid about what people thought of me. Weather I liked it or not pleasing them was always my goal. The pointing, staring, laughing, while I always seemed to be the joke of the show. After a while it does not get better, no just worse. Being quiet all the time seemed to be easier then speaking up for myself. If I was never bullied I would probably be more confident and not so shy. I would possibly think more positive about my self, where as I never seem to now. I would change this part of life in a heartbeat. Without it, it would effect everyone, including me. only because without it I am sure I would be a different person.